Ordinary day

"That's something I really need. When I was younger, Sebastien and Christian used to sneak up on me, they were curious if I have some kind of dark rituals. They used to talk about scary things while I was close, but the thing is, I was never craven. Now, I believe many people wants me dead, including my cousins, so I have pretty good reasons to believe that someone is always listening to me. Though, I don't really care." She smiled happily, looking around the place. She was in her own world when Anya started talking about blood. She cocked her head and guilty looked the girl. "Yeah, I just wasn't sure if it's too personal. But hey, can you get drunk?"

"Some stories are better to stay in that form, some of them just have to stay stories. If every thing that we wish for or pray for achieved, then we wouldn't have anything to pray or want. If we would have everything, than we would be empty as that cup of yours. We would have everything we want, but nothing we could wish for. So, sometimes it's better to just, you know, wish. Even if you know it won't be achieved." There were times that Hayley could surprised herself. Moments like this one. She wasn't sure if even she understood what she said, but she hoped Lilyana will. At least, she hoped Anya will get the point. And the point was pretty simple: life is hard for everyone.
"When you have days like this, you just have to close your eyes and remember the days that were even worse than this one. I bet you had them, we all had. Comforting fact is that you can never touch the bottom because you can always fall deeper." she smiled a bit, playing with her glass. She managed to resist laugh. "If by that you mean this, you will regret saying that. Meeting me wasn't the best thing you could do, I can be really boring sometimes."

"Well aside from the whole blood thing it's actually quite fun. Things i couldn't normally do, i can do now with ease and not even get exhausted." Anya said smiling softly not liking that fact that made her sound less human. "What's a craven? I'm not quite familiar with that phrase, you don't have to tell me if you don't want to. I'm just a little too curious for my own good." She tried to make sure that Hayley knew that she didn't have to tell her if she truly didn't want to. "Who would want you dead? Why would they? There's nothing dangerous about you, though that could be a ruse." She began thinking about the man who wanted her dead simply because of what she was.

"I understand, some stories never come true no matter how much you wish for them." Anya said softly and looked around the pub again seeing a lot of happy people. "Yes but the only sad part is i've felt like I hit bottom a few times but it was just a ledge. I always jumped right back to fall deeper, sooner or later though with me i will hit bottom." She smiled softly but it never touched her eyes like it normally would. "I beg to differ, I'm the most boring person on this planet. I usually sit at home and read books all day then I walk my dog at night. I have the most boring life than anyone could imagine."