Amelia was trying to do the right thing. She couldn’t lead the PA anymore. She had lead it for an entire year, she knew her mum would be proud of that much. She couldn’t lead the PA when she feared being arrested and probably wouldn’t be returning to Hogwarts. She might just go to Beauxbatons like Charlotte suggested. At least there she wouldn’t be hunted down for a stupid Marriage Law. She was angry and wanted to do something but knew deep down she wasn’t in the position to do something. Hopefully, Edgar can figure something out. Amelia didn’t want to live out her life as a criminal.
She hadn’t slept in days. She woke up every night feeling detached from herself. She often thought she had died or something. Walking through walls and other solid objects, would make one think they were dead. Then she’d wake up very much alive. It was a horrible cycle. Besides the strange detachment feeling she was scared to death of being arrested. She felt tears welling up in her eyes, she would not cry. She would not cry. She had to keep it together just long enough to talk to the PA. If anyone showed up that was? She scolded herself. She had to stop being so negative. There had to be a positive side somewhere. There had to be a light at the end of the tunnel and Amelia wasn’t going to stop until she was there.
‘Pull it together Amelia. You can’t let them win. Just get this over with and then it doesn’t matter. I’m not going to step down sounding like a scared little girl. I’m not going to be remembered as the PA leader that had a nervous break-down and totally wimped out,’ Amelia told herself
by Amelia Macmillan Sat Jun 14, 2014 5:14 am
