This is JUST what I needed..

Since finding Naomi and arguing with Alex, things hadn't exactly been going well for her. She couldn't focus on classes and she tried to keep herself cooped up in the girl's dorms so she wouldn't have to go out and give explanations to everyone who felt the need to ask her. She didn't know how to tell people to mind their own business besides actually saying that and she'd told many people to but they continued to ask her of she was alright or if she had found her sister. That was something she didn't want to talk about. Ever. As far as she was concerned, as much as it pained her, she don't have a sister. Not anymore.

Naomi had lost herself. And she was probably the most to blame for that. She had almost abandoned her sister when she needed her most, but she hadn't known. Naomi hadn't made any attempts at telling her that something was wrong. She hadn't known that anything was wrong with Naomi. She should have been able to tell though. She should haw been able to see that her sister was upset by something. But maybe she was upset because of her. Because she had chosen Alex over her a few times. Because.. Because she'd hit her once. She she'd softly, remembering the night she'd found Naomi. The look on her face, the anger in her eyes. The cold stare she give her.. She didn't know what she was supposed to do to get her sister back.

Well maybe I don't want her back.

Her conscious mentally slapped her and she flinched. Of course she wanted her sister back. She was the only family she had, besides Sophia, but that was different. Naomi and her brothers were the only blood family she had. Even though she hadn't known te boys were her brothers for the longest time.

After a long time of lying on her bed, staring up at the ceiling of the dorm, Hitame decided to do something with herself. She couldn't stay in bed all day again. She had to go something, or she would go crazy. More than he already was, if that was possible. She decided to go to the dueling classroom, it would distract her and she had to practice her skills, something she hadn't done for a long time. Ever since Naomi had disappeared, she hadn't been able to think of anything else besides her and getting her back. Now she had something else to worry about, something she needed to worry about.

Naomi might try to attack her.

Ally woke up early and ate a nice breakfast before heading towards the dueling room to start her daily routine. Walking into the dueling room she smirked, there wasn't nothing better than throwing spells at manakins and watching them burn or explode. It was Ally's escape from things, when she was angry or upset beside writing in her journal. Getting her wand out, Ally looked at the manakin and smirked. "Expelliarmus!"said Ally as the wand flicked out of the manakins hand before it slammed into the wall.

"Yes!"Ally thought to happily before the manakin came back to her. Hearing footsteps entering the room, Ally turned to see who it was. It was Hitame Higurashi, a fifth year Gryffindor Pureblood. Ally seen her around, she seen her duel and fight to know she was pretty good. " Why hello Hitame, here to let out some built anger I see?"Ally asked her smirking.

" You came to the right place, nothing makes me happier than seeing a manakin explode!"said Ally honestly. " Of course I wouldn't do that to people, I'm not that mean!"said Ally. " Although I'm sure you heard about me hurting that poor fourth year boy, in my defense he attacked first. "said Ally simply. " Still in detention after knocking him out when he hit the wall, but he hurt me to!"said Ally honestly. " Just fair play right?"Ally asked her.

The last thing she needed right now was to be bothered. Especially by the one person who she knew loved bothering her. Normally, ignoring her would have been easy for the sixteen year old, but right now, anything could make her go off and she knew that Ally Nott would find a way to make that happen. Ally had a knack for appearing in places where Hitame didn't want her and this wasn't an exception.

She should have known the Ravenclaw would have been around.

Just hearing her voice annoyed Hitame right now and when she spoke, her eyes narrowed as she turned to face the girl directly. She began to speak about manikins and how she loved to see them explode, and how she would never do that to another person. "I know a few people who I'd want to do that to." she muttered softly. Ally was a nice girl when she wanted to be, but she and Hitame always clashed because their ways of thinking and behaving were very different.

"And that excuses you from attacking him?" she asked, an eyebrow raised. "Listen Nott. If he attacked you first, you tell someone. Not almost kill him." she explained. "I don't even know why I'm bothering to tell you this. You're just going to ignore it and do what you want." she added shortly after, a sigh escaping her lips. She didn't have time to be arguing with this girl. She just wanted to train, practice her dueling skills and then go back to the common room or something. She still had a lot of time before her classes started again for the afternoon.

Ally shook her head sighing.  " God..you sound just like the professors,  not like I meant to  hurt him!"said Ally honestly.  " I just fought back, I didn't know it was going to be so strong that it hurt him!"said Ally softly.  " I maybe a Nott,  but I'm not that mean and heartless!"Ally shot at her.   " You know nothing about me Higurashi, so do yourself a favor and  but out of things you don't know. " said Ally.  Turning away from her,  Ally looked back at the dummy before her.

Ignoring the fact that the Gryffindor was in the same room nas her, Ally decided to try doing the Patronus charm.   " Expecto Patronum! "said Ally as a white shield shot out her wand. " Come on All you got this,  now focus!"Ally said softly to herself as she tried again.  " Expecto Patronum! " said Ally as a siberian Husky shot out of her wand and ran around her.  " Yes!"said Ally happily to herself smiling.  

" Ok... Ally,  let's see if you can do it on your first try. " Ally thought to herself.  Taking a deep breath,  Ally focused on her happy memory before trying again.  " Expecto Patronum! " said Ally before a siberian Husky shot out her wand once again.   " I did it on my first try yes!"said Ally surprised.  She haven't been able to do it on her first time in a long time,  it always took her two to three times before she produce it.

"Says the girl who butts into everyone else's business." Hitame muttered under her breath. She didn't even understand what she was still doing there. If someone annoyed her, she would have just left by now, but for some reason she didn't feel like leaving this time. She just stayed there and watched as Ally tried to produce a patronus.

Hitame moved herself from where she stood, to lean against the wall that was behind her. The Gryffindor moved a strand of hair that had moved into her face out of the way and tucked it behind her ear. When the Ravenclaw failed at her first try, Hitame snickered softly, raising an eyebrow at the girl. She thought they were supposed to be good at all that stuff. They always bragged about it.

When she finally got it, Hitame yawned. "Finally." she muttered, rolling her eyes. It was clear that now Hitame was looking for a fight, or something close to it. Ally had been right in one thing, she wanted to let out built anger, but she had mostly just wanted to practice her skills. Now she was hoping to get a chance to. Though she doubted Ally was stupid enough to challenge her, when she was more experienced, in a few ways.

Ally glared at her.  " I don't butt into people's business,  don't mistake me for my mother!"said Ally angrily.  " I'm nothing like her."said Ally simply.  " Not that I know how she acts. " Ally muttered that part to herself.  So many people thought so many things,  but they didn't know anything about her. She honestly wasn't like her family at all, but no one knew that.  Maybe Gordan and Darcy,  but that was due to her spilling her heart and soul out to them.

Ally glared at the Gryffindor girl, she knew she was looking for a fight but Ally wasn't in the mood to duel anyone. Plus she wasn't about to get in trouble and get anymore detentions due to the Gryffindor girl. Hitame might be a little more experience, but Ally knew darker spells than her that was for sure. Rolling her eyes, she ignored the Gryffindor girl pretending she wasn't there. She wasn't going to let her ruin her peacefully daily dueling.

Ally was in here every day improving her dueling skills, she was a very good dueler or so Ally would say. Ally was taught to learn these spells at a young age, she was also taught others things that made Ally shiver at the thought of it. Ally was young so she couldn't do magic, but she remembered watching her father doing unmistakable curses. Ally remembered almost crying when she saw the poor animals he was twitching in pain at the curses. What was worse when her and Alexander were placed under them and had to resist them. It was the worse pain Ally been in her life, and it wasn't fun or pleasant.

"Right." Hitame rolled her eyes. Whether she knew it, or wanted to admit to it, there were always traits parents possessed that their children inherited. Ally probably wanted to make herself seem nothing like her mother, but she was probably very close to it. To the way she was. The Gryffindor couldn't say anything to the girl about it though, she had no right to.

She didn't want to be anything like her mother either. She hated knowing that both her parents were Death Eaters, that they hurt so many people for little to no reason. Hitame never understood that about the Death Eaters, what was the point in hurting others? She didn't see it. Was it just that they felt some sort of sick pleasure from hurting people? Or were they just showing that they were dominating?

It was all so stupid and Hitame didn't understand how they worked.

She hoped that she'd never have to learn that either. But since Naomi was part of them now, she might have to.. to try and get her sister back. It wouldn't be easy, and she hoped that she wouldn't be forced to hurt anyone that way, if she was she doubted she'd be able to do it and she would probably be killed. By her own sister, most likely.

Hitame turned her head to a dummy that wasn't too far away from her. Her eyes had darkened and the anger that had been residing in her finally came out. She gripped her wand in her hand hard, and she pointed it at the dummy. "Sectumsempra." She almost muttered, making a violent slashing motion with her hand to guide her wand.

Ally rolled her eyes at the Gryffindor ignoring her statement on being like her mother. There was no way she was like her mother,she refused to be anything like that women. No, Ally was more like her father in many ways. That was why her mother probably didn't like her. Yes Ally had family issues, but at lease it wasn't bad.

At sad as it was, Hitame was right to a point about some things, but she wasn't as bad as people make her out to be. That was just a image she held, but deep down she was a sweet and caring girl. Ally never hurt anyone on purpose, she couldn't see herself doing that ever. People may think she hurt the fourth year on purpose, but it was just anger and self defense. Ally had alot of anger in her, so she just took it out on the boy, she never intended to hurt him.

" You know if turn your wand some while doing it, you'll have more effect."said Ally softly. " Something my father told me. "said Ally honestly shrugging as if it wasn't nothing. " I'll leave you alone, I see you don't want to talk to me. " said Ally. Turning back to her dummy Ally glared it."Sectumsempra!"said Ally as she turned her wand while making a slicing motion.

Hitame sighed. She did want to e left alone but at the same time she didn't. No, she shouldn't be left alone. With how crappy she felt, who knows what could happen to her, or worse yet, what she could do to herself. She was so weak lately, and even though she didn't show it, it was taking a toll on her. Everything she did ended up hurting her and though she tried to get through the day the ways she normally would, she was barely able to do it.

Naomi had something to do with it.

No. Naomi had all to do with it. Hitame couldn't figure out why Naomi was the way she was and it was hurting her. She barely ate, and rarely slept now. She couldn't get any sleep because thoughts of her sister haunted her. She had allowed her to fall into the hands of the Death Eaters.. She hadn't been able to protect her precious little sister and now she was paying for it. Naomi changed too much, and she hated Hitame now. I'm sorry Naomi.. I'm sorry I couldn't keep you safe..

The Gryffindor girl held her wand tightly and without paying attention to what the Ravenclaw was saying she pointed her wand at the new dummy in front of her and said, "Bombarda." The dummy exploded and Hitame watched it with a sad expression, tears she had wanted to keep hidden finally breaking free and rolling down her cheeks. Her shoulders shook and she sank down to her knees, holding her arms tightly, feeling herself bruise her arms.

"It's all my fault.."