It was a defence mechanism, primarily, that saw the flit and flirt of Baldric’s conversation change like the ebbing tide lapping at coastal sands. His stomach warily consoled itself, shying away the bile that had risen in his throat at the thoughts that his mind had spat out on reflex. His skin had paled to a pallor that he caught in one of the steamy mirrors mounted on the shelves. He was a mottled grey colour with the two buds of his lips pittering against each other yet still attempting to stifle their frail jitters. Suddenly, even the tips of his hair seemed to grey and his eyes darkened with guilt he hoped that Trish could not yet read in his face.
To a layman who did not look for cause to accuse the sale’s assistant of much more than perhaps a dismal manner of dressing himself, Baldric appeared as right as rain and the smile on his lips added to the comeliness of his face. Of course, when he took a furtive glance towards the mirrors, that was what he wished he could see but his fear and shame turned him into more of a Boggart in terms of reflection; or perhaps even a sun-shy half-vampire, reluctant to undo the mottle of his sickly shade.
“They’re classics,” Baldric found himself saying as his mind settled outside of the curtain wall of fear that he’d drawn up around his rational and his sense of goodness, righteousness and what was right and what was wrong. The guilt had outweighed all of that and had stifled him, strangled his calm.
Baldric came up behind Trisha as he moved into the sense and the reality of his surroundings, if only mentally. He reached around her, his chest pressing up against her back, and pulled back a few of the t-shirts before producing a Magpie’s jersey in large. He looked at it for a second, deciding that, at best she was a small in jerseys, and smiled a little before stepping back, the jersey in hand.
“There’s a Magpies game next week, Trish.” He told her as he crossed the aisle, pulling down a scarf, a hat and some funky looking socks which she didn’t need really but, on his tab, he felt she did. He looked over each one, making sure of the quality before gesturing for her to follow him again.
This was his redemption, he decided - an apology for thinking something that she didn’t even have privy to. She must have thought him insane.
He probably was.
Baldric skirted behind the counter and put the flyer down for Trish to see. He then set about scanning each tag and taking them off, typing a few things into the till as he did so. Finally, once everything was put on, Baldric took a bag out from underneath the desk, folded each piece up and tucked it inside before pushing it towards Trish.
“Friday, then?” He asked her with a sly, almost confident smile as he took his wallet out and replaced the money owed into the till. “We can get dinner somewhere afterwards if you like.”