Leaving again

Hi guys
First of all, I need to say Thank you, to all of you. I was stable for more than 2 months, I think, and mainly you are the reason because posting with you helped me to feel better

But tonight I had something like nervous breakdown so it's time to say goodbye again for some time.
I love you all and I'm so sorry for this, I hope you will want to continue all our threads when I come back because I was really looking forward to some of them but I need pause, at least for few days

I hope you will understand and I hope my characters will be active when I come back. That's all for now, I guess, hope I will see you soon again <3

Mental health is so important, hon. We've all been overwhelmed and needed to take time off, so we will all be very patient. Take all the time you need, don't rush back to us, and we'll be here to smother you in love and threads when you get back.

Thank you Jackles <3

I'll try to post today and then I'm off again until the end of next week because in this week will be all my exams

I think I officially hate this part of the site and this thread.
I'm not sure what is going on at the moment but I'll try to explain.
Most of you know (because of this thread, duh) that I have some problems with my mental health.
Of course, once again when they saw medicaments doesn't work, they just gave me the new one with the words: "I swear this will work, don't worry."
And I believed them before I started hurting myself once again and thinking about suicide... Well, enough with that, you don't need to bother with details.
Anyway, I was pretty inactive because I was scared of this day, today I'm going to see the doctor at the psychiatric clinic and she will decide if I need to stay for a little while or not.
So, before I find out if you ask me would I post in my threads the answer is HELL NO, I'm too nervous for that.
If everything goes well I will try to post tonight at all my threads, but if they say I need to stay, then, well, I hope I will see you as soon as possible.

Thank you all who was with me in this really bad period in my life, your support means everything to me

Love you all,
Nadia

Just remember that we love you lots, dearest! And you've always got us to fall back on as well, no matter what. What's important to us is that you seek out help that you feel is appropriate and that you take care of yourself as best as you can. Take your time, and we'll be here when you are ready <3

Mental health first always. We love you and want you safe and happy <3

Thank you both, love you a lot ❤
I won't stay in the hospital, they just gave me new pills (I could have fortune with selling them, seriously I have a looot of pils) so I'll probably post tommorow,now I am too tired and just want to sleep

Probs don't sell them xP Hopefully these work. Finding the right treatment is such a delicate process. Sleep well, my dear <3

Well, first they told I'm depressed. And new theory is that I have bipolar disorder

My roommate has gone through the same process of getting diagnosed and re-diagnosed, and with each diagnose is a whole process of trying to find treatment. It sucks not being able to just... find the answer, but hopefully you guys are getting close <3