Serenity

This was the only place she could ever find some kind of peace. She was so confused about everything that was going on. She wanted to know who she was, what kind of person she had been before. Hitame couldn't remember anything from before the start of school. Well, anything on her own. The reason she actually knew stuff was because Sophia had told her about many things. And she'd heard some things from other people.

Apparently, she wasn't so closed off from other people. Yet Sophia had told her differently, this was how she acted normally. And to be completely honest she wasn't sure who she was supposed to believe, but she chose to believe Sophia because something told her that even though she didn't exactly remember her, she was the one whom she'd always trusted no matter what the situation.

The brunette girl sighed softly as she stared at her reflection in one of the dirt stained mirrors in the out of order girl's bathroom. She thought it should just be called the out of order bathroom, because anyone, regardless of gender, went in now. And probably even before it was "out of order" too, so it really didn't even make sense to keep calling it a girl's bathroom. Hitame shook her head and stared at the mirror again. Why couldn't she remember anything?

Cecilie walked into the Out of Order Girl's Bathroom. She came here because she had never been in here and i guess she decided to look in her too today. She looked around her for while and she saw on girl here. She went to her and looked at her. CeCe had seen her somewhere before but she didn't know her name or anything about her. They have had some classes toghether. "Hello," said Cecilie quietly because she was not sure if girl wants talk with her.

There were a lot of things that Hitame didn't remember, and those things included most of her house mates and pretty much anyone else she had met that Sophia or Naomi or anyone else didn't know about. When she heard the door to the bathroom open, Hitame looked in the mirror again and she saw the girl that was standing behind her.

The girl blinked a couple of times and smiled slightly at the other girl. "Hello." she responded to her timid greeting and she turned around to face her. "Your name's Cecilie right?" she asked her. Hitame had seen her around a few times, but she wasn't sure if they were friends or not, all she knew/remembered was that they were both Gryffindors and they were in the same year. They also had some of the same classses, but that was pretty much it.

"Yeah that's my name," she said when girl is Cecile her name or something like that. She tried to remember now that girl name too. I guess she should know her name too, but she is bad with names actually. She always keeps forget them. "And you are Hitamé?" she asked back. She was not sure about it, when she remembered that name. It's true that they are even in the same class and house.

Hitame nodded at the girl, indicating that Hitame was her name. "Yeah, that's me." she said, still smiling slightly at the girl to show that she was nice. Apparently that was another thing she was bad at doing according to others. Her smiles always seemed forced and she rarely even smiled. There had only been a couple of times when her smiles were genuine and those times had only ever been with her sister, according to her sister and Sophia.

That was okay though, it only showed that she was cautious about who she trusted and that was never a bad thing. Well ... almost never, because if you got too cautious you would never be able to make friends and you would never be able to be in society because you think everyone is out to get you or something. "What brings you here?" she asked Cecilie a bit cautiously as she accustomed to do.

Cecilie actually never shows her real emotions to other people very easily. Even herself doesn't know it actually why she can't show her real emotions very easily. She stopped showing her real emotions when she was around 5 or 6, i guess she can't remeber why. Her parent's were very suprised when she stopped show her emotions because before it she was very emotional girl.

"All these years i have been here, i have never entered in this bathroom. I guess now i decided to do it," she answered to Hit question. "What about you?" she asked back and looked at the mirror.

Someone who had never been in this bathroom? Wow, that was a new one. She had heard all around the castle that everyone had been in there at least once, but she guessed there was an exception to everything, cause apparently Cecilie had never been in there. "Well, at least you did it." she said. "There are some people who are way to scared for it. They think Myrtle's going to hurt them or something." she said, glancing over at the stall where Moaning Myrtle usually was.

"This is the only calm place in the castle, because hardly anyone likes to clump up in here." she said. Everywhere else in the castle always had a lot of people and it annoyed her because she could never be at peace. It was always noisy everywhere in the castle, and in the grounds, which was where she used to love to spend her time. It really stunk that she couldn't even enjoy talking to the Squid anymore, because there was always someone who was there that ruined it for her.

I guess Cecilie is exception for that but she was not scared or anything she just never thinked of this place as intresting pleace where to go. "I don't get why people are so scared of Myrtle. She just is a kid, who can't go to the heaven for some reason," she said and looked that stall too then.

"Oh, i see," she said and looked at Hit. "It really may be the only calm place at this castle, but apprently i ruined it for you right now," she added and looked again at the mirror. She just saw there one girl who has lost her smile and all emotions one and same day, what was like 8 or 9 years ago. Noone in this school has never seen her smiling, maybe even some people are but this is always been so fake smile.