Im here, why im here, not so sure

Cecilie parents had decided to take a trip to the Wizarding Renaissance Fair. Cece wasn't really interested about it so much as her parents were, she wasn't just so sure if it's great idea. The girl just was afraid of talking with people who she doesn't know lately. She just is like that, she have lost basically all her friends lately, they just have other things to do than hang out with her, she isn't even sure why that happened. She was such good friend and suddenly this. Now she barely trusts anyone, she can't even trust her own family anymore.

Soon they did arrive at this place. They looked for good place where to put their tent. Soon they did find a good place and everyone else expect Cecilie began to put it together. She just sat on this chairs what you can take with you to camping. She looked how they did put it together. "Cecilie, you could help too," mother said to her. Cec just shook her head and looked up to sky.

"No, you'll be just on your way," she told them and stood up. "I'm going to go and look around, if it's okay with you all?" she asked then with a weak smile from all of them. She wasn't really a happy so she couldn't smile right now, also she smiles quite less lately. "Go but be soon back," father told then. Cecilie then did walk away from her parents. She wasn't sure where she was going but she just did kept walking.

Girl just wanted to get away from her parents eyes. She just walked and walked. She didn't see here any familiar face too, so she was kind of bored now. But suddenly she walked into someone. "Sorry," she said then with weak smile again. She was glad that she didn't fall on top of that other person. She almost could have but she managed not do it somehow.

Hitame wasn't exactly sure what she was doing at the Renaissance Fair. This was probably one of the last places she would have wanted to go, but it was some place far away from the issues she had at home and everywhere else in the world, it seemed like. She wasn't sure of anything she did anymore, just because it always seemed like she was doing the wrong thing. It really sucked.

The one thing that was always on her mind that she wished she could just forget about was Naomi. Her sister constantly haunted her thoughts, her dreams.. the nightmares she had were terrible. It wasn't her fault, everything that happened to Naomi, what she turned into, that wasn't her fault. But why was it so hard to convince herself of that? Why was it so hard to tell herself that it wasn't her fault?

Because Naomi was her responsibility since their parents died. She had promised that she would always take care of her little sister and look at what she turned into. A Dark Follower that hated her and their parents more than Hitame could ever bring herself to hate them. She feared for her younger sister, she feared that there would be no way to bring her back from that. That there would be no way to bring the Naomi she used to know back. She cursed herself for it, but she mostly cursed Alex Star for it. She hadn't seen him in a long time, but she still couldn't forgive him for what he'd done.

Even if he hadn't been the one who brought Naomi to the Death Eaters, he wanted her to join the them. Instead of telling her what was going, what had happened to Naomi, he hid it and continued acting like he didn't know where Naomi was. He could have just told her that he knew where she was, how they could get her back and he could have helped her and everything would be okay. But he didn't do that, he just lied to her.

She wasn't going to forgive him for that. And he better not hope that she will, because if he appeared again, she would probably just hurt him like he hurt her.

She was so caught up in her thoughts that she hadn't been watching where she was going and hadn't realized that she had stopped suddenly, causing someone who hadn't seen her to bump into her. The impact hadn't been hard enough for either of them to be hurt but it had startled Hitame a bit. She turned around when she heard a familiar voice and smiled. "Don't worry about it Cece." she said softly, immediately recognizing her fellow Gryffindor.

Cecilie wasn't sure even why her parents did choose this place for family trip. She didn't really even ask it from her parents actually. She didn't really care about it so much actually but she still had wondered it for a few seconds. Maybe they wanted to have some kind of bonding thing or so. Since Montez's doesn't feel like a one family already for awhile.

When she heard familiar voice and also that person did use her nickname then she looked up and realized who it was. It was her fellow housemate, Hitame. "Oh okay," was first thing she could say with smile. She was glad that she did met finally someone who she knew around here. She couldn't be the loner around here so much.

"So what did bring you here?" she had ask from her then. Actually it was first thing what came in her mind. She just couldn't stare at her and say nothing. It would also be way to awkward too at the end. So she just asked it.