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“I used to think maybe you loved me”

on Sun Nov 05, 2017 12:31 am
Mum was really sad. Too sad. They would still read together before bed, and when Mum got home from work they would play that game where Sophie told about her day and Mum asked questions that just got more and more silly. But Mum was extra sad because she knew Sophie was sad, too. It was a really disappointing circle from one of them to the other, and Sophie didn’t know how to stop it except to bring Teddy back. Sure, she missed her daddy, but she had started to understand what ‘gone’ meant when Mum said it.

The word ‘dead’ had been mentioned a few times and after a bit of attempts at reading and asking the right questions, she’d figured out what that meant too. So she got it. Not that she was happy, or anything, but she understood. He wasn’t coming back. But Teddy was ‘busy’ or ‘far away.’ He wasn’t ‘gone.’ So that was made her head ache. Was he dead, too?

It all was just so confusing. And when Mum cried, Sophie couldn’t stop herself from doing it too. But that day Sophie was going to Aunt Claire’s to see her and Elsie. And she was happy to be out of the house and not at the Ministry’s daycare thing, but she was really upset to also be away from her Nan and Uncle Keiran for so long, too. Why everybody had gone was completely beyond her poor little blonde head, but she didn’t really ask questions after she saw how bad Mum had been lately.

Mum dropped her off on that Saturday morning, going to the Ministry for something with the Minister or somebody. Sophie hadn’t really asked. She had sort of stopped asking questions a couple days before. But Mum knocked, her hand drifting over Sophie’s hair like it always did, and that gave the littlest Bishop a bit of reassurance while they waited for Aunt Claire to come out to get her.
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on Sun Nov 05, 2017 7:46 am
It was strange how she had quickly stepped into the role of loving, doting aunt. She wasn't sure she did "loving" or "doting" in quite the traditional way, but it had brought out a version of herself she hardly recognized. Even Elsie, as odd as she had been of late, had noticed the change in Claire, even once venturing to call her "almost maternal" which had almost set Claire against ever babysitting again. But Sophie seemed to understand and appreciate that Aunt Claire wasn't particularly cuddly, and sat on the rug across from her as Claire poured over spreadsheets, Sophie scribbling crayon over copies Claire had made of her and the two played "work."

Which was weirdly, and not so weirdly, fun for Claire.

Elsie was out, a weird excuse as usual. Claire had noticed Elsie leaving more and frequently for what she could only assume were dates with her strange French boyfriend, though her silence on the matter made her wonder if there was something more insidious to Elsie's plans. But she hadn't long to consider it.

"Hello," she said, opening the door. She looked down at Sophie. "Ms. Bishop, there are bagels and muffins in the breakroom, and I better have that report on my desk by the end of the day." She looked up at her sister and gave her a half-amused shrug.
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on Sun Nov 05, 2017 8:03 am
Sophie couldn't tell if Auntie Claire knew about Teddy going away. It didn't seem like it. Mum was not good at acting happy when it was just the two of them, but maybe she was doing good today. Sophie looked up at her mother, squinting a little as Avery smiled a little. Or tried to. But still, Sophie stepped forward, moving around her aunt's legs and into the flat, leaving the sisters behind. She completely missed whatever version of 'goodbye' her mum offered (a sorry attempt at a pleasant, up-beat one, for reference) and instead set up shop on the floor like always. It was the same here as it had been at Uncle Keiran's. Floor coloring, maybe stories. Food, of course. But this time she wasn't very excited for those things like she usually was.

At least she wasn't stuck at home anymore. Pressing the bottoms of her feet together as she sat, Sophie wiggled her toes a little in their shoes as she waited for Claire to come inside. Elsie wasn't there, which was only sort of weird since lots of times it was just her and her aunt. But Sophie didn't know what to do. She wanted to ask about Teddy but she had no idea how. So she just kept quiet as she eyed the older blonde openly, waiting for her chance.
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on Mon Nov 06, 2017 2:40 pm
There was something strange to Avery, but that wasn't exactly a new character trait, now was it? There was something faded to the woman, Claire supposed, a quality she had not seen in her since Robin - but that made sense, right? Even with other things going on in her life, Avery surely felt the anniversary looming, just as Claire did. And that certainly wasn't a subject Claire could comfort her sister on, no matter how far they had come. Claire was too involved, too late, and too distant to know how to help her sister grieve for a man they had both loved.

So she offered her an attempt at a bracing goodbye and a reminder to have a good day, and closed the door, turning to follow in the toddler's steps.

She walked into the living room, where the television was already playing educational children's programs at a low volume, and she angled towards the kitchen. "What should we have then? Brussell sprouts? Liver and onions?" Another one of their little games, Claire rattling off obvious no's as though they were second nature - almost as if she had a sense of humor deep down in her.
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on Wed Nov 15, 2017 1:47 am
Sophie's little nose scrunched up with distaste as her aunt spoke, and she shook her head. Nope. Those were icky, and Claire knew that. But it was tradition. It was the game. But she wanted something familiar. Something normal, since nothing else was. It just so happened that normal also included the sort of thing that would have involved a certain person. That was easier than trying to figure out how to explain to Aunt Claire that she missed him.

"Teddy liked pizza," she said plainly, before dropping her gaze back to her shoes and tapping the heels together. "I do, too. But mac cheese's yummy."

Sophie shrugged, her lips thinning into a line. That was definitely a look she'd gotten from Keiran, though she hadn't done it on purpose. And she hadn't noticed, either, so she didn't stop to wonder what she'd gotten from Teddy besides a love of certain foods and a weird affinity for giraffes. The zoo, of course, was the cause of that one. But there was also the slightly awkward way she'd scratch at her head when she was confused. That bit was quite definitely Teddy.
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