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Post by Beatris Greyback on Sat Jun 10, 2017 8:53 pm

Hi, Daddy!

As you probably already know, I spent my first full moon as a werewolf. And to be honest, it was terrible.
The pain was terrible. Is it always like that or it becomes easier with the time?
I felt like I am sick for more than 3 days after that. I wasn't even able to go to the work. Aneta, my boss, and Death Eather gave me free days until I get better.
She also said me there is a poison that can help to remember what you do during the full moon. I am not sure if it's just the rumor or truth, though.
Anyways, I was thinking you may be able to help me with all of this. You know, show me how to be the werewolf, any maybe even accept me in your pack. You know I would LOVE that.
If you want to help me, I will wait for you tomorrow at 10 am in the same place where you turned me into the werewolf.


With love,
Beatris Sophie Greyback


Beatris send the owl to her father and went to sleep. Tomorrow will be a long day.

Once when she woke up, she went to the place where she is supposed to meet Fenrir.
She really had a hope he will be able to help her. She would like to remember what is happening during the full moon. She wanted to know if she kills someone.
It's not like she actually cares about humans, she just wanted to know who they are, for her scrapbook of victims.

While she was waiting for Fenrir to come she took a look at the place around her.
Last time when she was here, she almost died. Her father bit her but then, he wasn't able to stop. Beatrise even now wasn't sure how she managed to escape, but she did it, somehow. She was the survivor, and she will always find a way to survive everything.
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Post by Fenrir Z. Greyback on Sat Jun 10, 2017 9:41 pm

Fenrir did not altogether understand this particular child of his. She had an ethic that seemed to be all her own. It would not bode well for her to be a pack member with this sort of thinking, but perhaps she needed to discover that on her own. Pack order would demand different behavior from her if she were to live within the pack very long. In the pack, she would not be entirely her own decision maker. Decisions, by and large, were made by Fenrir.

Killing as another matter. Fenrir did not permit killing for sheer sport, not so far as he could help it, anyway. Killing for sport brought out the aurors and men like Edward Donohue. Fenrir knew how to evade them, but irresponsible behavior put the pack at risk. And James was enough of an asshole to control. Fenrir had put him on a very short leash these days.

It was why he had chosen to meet Beatris instead of sending James. He did not want Beatris trying to discover how to survive being a werewolf on her own.

He had arrived at the place in the forest where, he presumed, she must think he lived. Fenrir had not lived in the woods for many decades, but Beatris didn't know that. He didn't tell humans where the pack lived.

"I told you it wouldn't be easy," he told her, sitting casually on a large rock. "The pain is always severe," he shrugged. "Think about it. The full moon changes your body, changes the size and shape of your bones and your muscles and every organ in your body, and it does it in a moment. Of course it is excruciating. It isn't any easier when you change back, and it takes massive amounts of energy. Of course it leaves you tired. The only thing a werewolf gets accustomed to is what to expect and, if he lives long enough, how to change his diet so the fatigue doesn't kill him sooner."

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Post by Beatris Greyback on Sat Jun 10, 2017 11:09 pm

There are many ways to describe Beatris and her personality. Some may even dare to say that she is complicated. But the truth was, she was still the child. Spoiled brat, to be more precise. She never learned how to behave correctly. Authority means nothing to her and, to be honest, she was afraid only of Lorcan, the leader of Death Eaters. He was the one who accepted her when she had nothing when she was just the child from the street, confused and without any purpose in the life. He showed to her that there is another way to live.

She knew being in the pack could be difficult. There is Alpha, which means she would need to listen to someone's orders. But she was ready for it. She liked being the werewolf so far. She felt like she was better than humans, which she probably was. She didn't feel pathetic anymore, like someone who can't do anything.

She wasn't sure about killing someone on the other hand. She was Death Eater, which means if Lorcan says to kill someone, she needs to do that. Her only hope was that Fenrir would not care if she is human while killing. If she doesn't do that as the werewolf then it doesn't have anything with him or the pack, right?

To be completely honest, Beatris felt serenity when she saw Fenrir waiting for her. On the small part of her was afraid was that he would send someone else to meet her. Some scary werewolf, maybe even James Blood.
She met him once in the past, while she had that fake identity and meeting him wasn't nice at all. He hurt every part of her body in the process her father called learning how to fight. He may even kill her if Fenrir wasn't here. If he came today, there is no guarantee she would survive. He would probably just kill her.

Beatris always wondered where the pack lives. One part of her used to think they just live in the forest but on the other hand, that would be just primitive.
But she can't be sure, and she never dared to ask that specific question. Yet, her owl always finds its way to Fenrir when she sends him the letters.

"I know you told me that" she started while looking at her father and feeling actually happiness just because he was there.
"But I didn't understand it will be just hard as it was." She sat on the grass and started playing with the little rock she found on the ground.
"But I know it won't be always hard as now. I mean" she paused and frowned. What does she think? Maybe that it would be easy sometimes? Maybe if she turns many times, it won't be painful as hell anymore.
"I mean, there is you. You don't seem to be tired for the days after the full moon." She shrugged.

"I just want to learn how to be the werewolf and still functional person."
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Post by Fenrir Z. Greyback on Sat Jun 10, 2017 11:29 pm

"Have you noticed something, in the werewolves that you've met, if you've met that many? There aren't old ones--not in significant numbers. Did you ever wonder why that was? A couple of reasons, mainly. First--the transition during the full moon is vicious, and it takes its toll on the body. It can age a person before their time.

"The second reason a werewolf dies young is because they don't follow the guidelines of the pack. If a werewolf goes rogue, they don't have the protection of the pack. And, when a pack sticks together, it minimizes risk to the individual werewolf. A pack, living together, has a better chance of finding food and warmth and the other things they need.

"If you want to be a surviving werewolf, I suggest you take a period of time and immerse yourself fully in the pack. Get to know them. Follow the females and learn how they live. Despite the fact that I know you will want to know how the males live and survive too, the pack is animalistic. It doesn't care about what gender a werewolf would prefer. It responds to the body chemistry of the gender the werewolf is.

"I've survived because, frankly, I'm larger than the average werewolf, and I've been a git my entire life. I was fortunate enough to spend years working for Voldemort, and that gained me a reputation. Humans generally don't mess with me. Neither do smaller werewolves, for that matter. And, you need to learn to manage your energies. If you feel fatigued after the full moon and you can lay low with the pack, then do so. Think about it--there are fewer werewolves out the night after the full moon passes for a reason."
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Post by Beatris Greyback on Sun Jun 11, 2017 9:51 am

Fenrir had that big monolog and Beatris was just there, quiet and for the first time, she actually listened.
In the past, she wasn't even able to imagine how hard it is to be the werewolf. It looked so easy from the stories. And now, here she is, doesn't know how to solve this and make it easier and better.

From what her father told her, there are many chances that she will die young. That is not acceptable at all.
She wants to live, she wants to do great things just like her father.
If she needs to live with the pack to do that, she was ready for that. That was the risk she was able to accept.

"Okay, I guess I can take the free month from the job to live in the pack" she started while looking at that little rock in front of her.
"I will do whatever you say if that means I'll have better chances. So" she finally looked at her father with the small smile on her face.
"When do we start?"
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